Idiots

Anger

It's not what I want more

I do not want it

Send this anger away

Anger

I do not want to feel it

Gone are the days

It's been times

What I would like to feel something

Now this is me

Always at the worst time

Where's the love?

Hatred

Why?

Why am I feeling it?

And just by She ...

I love and hate in one

But now I feel angry

Idiot

Where do I wanna go continuing with this?

Ridiculous, doesn’t notice

Where are my tears?

I still don’t cry

And this bad feeling

Idiot, she and I

Not sure when I stopped to think

But I don’t need

‘Cause it screams so hard inside me

I don’t want to continue and why?

This is the worst time

This is the worst time to feel something

Leave me empty again

I need this

Even if it is to get back

Back to be false

At least I didn’t feel much pain

So much pain and rage

I know it's time to forget this person

Forget ...

Forget ...

Thus this is not love

It's desperation

Desperate in being alone

And while I have to forget

A major conflict in the depth of my feelings

I know how to get out of it all

I know in many ways

Nothing so perfect

None that I get hurt

Since I do not care if she hurt more

Anger ...

Try crying is the only thing I think now

I don’t want to regret these lines

I don’t want

I just need to drive away this anger

I need help for that ...

Hold me until all this fade away

Who will hug me?

I can’t think

For I know my friends can help

But the sense is more

Someone to hold me

Who wants to pull all this rage

Take this hate with love

Love that I can also feel

I speak with someone who does not leave me here

I need the love of someone

I need an ocean full of love

I hate my thoughts about it

Do I really need this violence?

Only tears would make me better

Still dead, but feeling it all

I Need someone to me

I feel it with greater force than this anger

Long days are coming

Long sleepless nights, as this one

Instead of writing I have to fight

But my arms are weak as ever

Or with the perfect weapons

I will fight in a battle that doesn’t for you

Idiot

Am I really bad?

I could not sleep tonight

Do I predicted what would happen?

And why do I hate?

The answers are with me

The answers are with another person

The answers aren’t here

The answers are with someone

 Someone who always makes me silent...?

How can I think this way?

All this time,

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Go away, hate

Go away love

Love, you hate me so?

Hate, you love me so much?

I can’t believe

I can’t believe all this year

Forget about a terrible year

It is only what I can do

Forget

Go away, fly, fly, fly ...

Escape from  the bad memories

And just remember them when happy

Someone must get hurt

And I won’t be me